Thursday, October 16, 2008

another year is coming to a close

wow...i don't even know how to describe the past year. it's been a lot of good moments and a lot of bad moments..but that's life, right?
i think it all started going bad in October when all in one week I moved out on my own, got fired, went on a mission trip for the first time and turned 30...it was definitely the most emotional week i have ever had. After that it just became stressful to even live.
Before October was really good, I went on my first Singles LDR, which was really great. I loved listening to Donald Miller and the worship music was amazing. I started hanging out with a really great guy and we seemed to hit it off quite well, until February of this year, when I think our dynamic with each other changed. But people are in your life for a season..so i guess that was it for us. I met a lot of people at 722, ran my first 10k & Peachtree this year, found some old friends, went to two weddings.
so there has been equal share of good times & bad times. I am trying to focus on the good times because that's what makes me happy and just thinking about the bad times lets the devil control my thoughts and my actions...and that is something I don't want.

So, on to another year of my life. We'll see what happens!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

i feel.....

alone
angry
ashamed
guilty
jealous
sad