ever consuming thoughts

i am not even sure what the heck i want to write...
sometimes i just have fleeting thoughts about the day or about anything in general.

*i daydream about leaving my job and not even giving a 2 week notice
*i constantly think about the day i will become debt, which is December 19, 2008
*i constantly think about what the hell i did with my life, but am comforted by the fact that I am turing around and go back down the right path
*i constantly think about the state of our world and why sometimes i don't care
*i sometimes get angry with God for not having a relationship when it seems everyone else around me is in one
*i am grateful for all that i have