complain, groan.....but praise

*being so tired that your short term memory becomes a millisecond
*harboring feelings of jealousy & anger
*hating my job
*excited for school to start
*ready to just have one job that i love and that i can't go another day without
*still harboring more than friends feelings for someone that i can't seem to get off my mind no matter how hard i pray or try to discipline myself...BLAH!
*thankful for an amazing family..not just my biological one
*thankful that i am not as bad off as some people...so why am i complaining?

sorry to a friend

dear friend,
i don't know what i have done in the past couple of days but i feel like we aren't even friends anymore. we have barely talked the past few days and even the past few months. am i crazy? sure we go out, but it's only once in a while. i miss our friendship because you're a nice person and i really enjoy hanging out with you.
if you're reading this, i am sorry.